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Sj​ä​lvmordstankar till Morgonkaffet

from Existentiell V​å​nda by Winter Willow

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"Suicidal Thoughts with Morning Coffee"

lyrics

Jag är en sorgsen själ som ständigt söker efter nya svar,
och som aldrig nöjer sig med det som var,
Allt gick så fort,
All tid vi hade tillsammans togs ifrån oss,
Och det enda som finns kvar,
är askan bland den brinnande kolen,
Jag önskar att du visste hur mycket jag bryr mig,
Och jag önskar att du visste vad min empati gör med mig,
Jag har förlorat allt,
Och det enda som finns kvar är en skugga av mitt forna jag,

Och när tanken slår dig,
Likt en iskall hand mot ditt ömma skinn,
Även då finns det hopp,
Hopp om att slå sig fri,
Och att hoppa med huvudet först ned i avgrunden,
Ned i den bottenlösa källan av inspiration,

Det finns så mycket mer,
Så mycket annat,
Än att bara existera,
Att bara finnas till,
Jag må ha förlorat allt,
Men det finns en sak kvar som aldrig kommer lämna mig,

Preventiv för suicid,
Behåll ditt liv,
Och ge det tid


2. Suicidal Thoughts with Morning Coffee (Självmordstankar till Morgonkaffet translation)
I am a melancholic soul that always searches for new, shiny, answers,
And am never content with what I have,
It all went by so fast,
All the time we had together was taken from us,
And all that is left is the ashes amongst the smoldering charcoal,
I wish you knew how much I cared,
And I wish you knew what my empathic reasoning did to me,
I have lost everything,
And all that is left is a mere shadow of the former me

When these thoughts reaches you,
Like an ice cold hand on your tender skin,
Even then, there’s still hope,
Hope of breaking free,
And to jump headfirst down into the abyss,
Down into this endless well of inspiration,

There’s so much more to life than just existing,
To just roam around,
I may have lost everything,
But there’s still one thing left that will never leave my side

Prevent this suicide,
Keep your life and give it time

credits

from Existentiell V​å​nda, released January 31, 2023
Rasmus Rolling: Songwriting, lyrics, guitars, bass, vocals
Petter Lithvall: Drums, synths, production
Mix & master by Petter Lithvall

Recorded at Stigbergsstudion, Gothenburg (Sweden)

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